Self Reflection, a real talk with Kiri.

Real Talk Time 💬 - I think I can unintentionally make things look and seem easy… it may look effortless, glamorous and just all fun and games observing from the outside but the truth is…. it’s hard work. Unlike a job that you clock out of, full time purpose does not clock out “ever” the weight of your leadership can feel pretty heavy on the shoulders at times and the pressure to make the right decisions and give accurate wisdom to my husband and our leaders that are best for the people, the church the future, the now, the everything can feel overwhelming.

Im not one to sit around and wait for someone to help. If I need a box 📦 or piece of furniture 🛏 moved and you ain’t around to help move it - I’ll be determined to get it up or down the stairs or wherever I need it, I take things in my stride, if there’s a gap I’ll fill it, if somethings been missed I’ll find a replacement, if someone drops the ball I’ll add it to my bucket of balls 🎾🎾 and the juggle continues!

I had someone ask me in the weekend “do you get tired”? I actually didn’t know how to answer that, I thought about it and in my mind I was like, is that an option?

Why am I sharing all this stuff? Because I’m still learning how to let others help, I’m still learning to be vulnerable and say I don’t know what to do? I don’t have the answer? I’m always about finding a solution, coming up with the idea, bringing the whole damn table to the circle of chairs🪑 because it sometimes feels easier to just step in and get it done instead of watching it fall over and others learn from it.

So I’m reflecting and telling myself you don’t have to be everything and fix everything and manage everything - just do what you do best and share the load, dump the load, walk away from the load and let someone else come and do what they do best.

Ok real talk chat 💬 finished 😊

Love you fams pomarie 👋 I’m gonna go and not do the work I planned on doing in bed 😊 I’mma grab a book instead 📖